Exactly 6 weeks, after finishing last book, a new one is in process. Here’s a little intro(in)duction from it, just before Great reset ends.
“Shuñyata of life. Spiritual now, mental here, astral nowhere.”
writtenby Koska Mariusz (a.k.a Nex(t)us!)
This book, that you look at it now and see here, is just brief summary of “Me”‘s own experience from its cultural awareness of physical existence within spiritual universe, through natural super-human mindfulness from Consciousness, until graceful post-human Intelligence. All of that information are more unveiled in its previous 9 books, so in case to completely understand it, it’s recommended to read them as well. Depends from reader’s stage of self-evolution, they can be known before, during, or even after that one. When reader accepts only matter from 5 basic senses, it means, that don’t know yet love, so the best choice is to start education with reading the first book about that subject:
“Zest for life. Love, Path, Passion.”.
If, except matter, it recognize spiritual side, but not “believe” in ancient aether, that means don’t have gnosis yet. Seventh,
“Re-Cycle of Life. (Pardon) My Ignorance, (Por favor for) Acceptance, (Thank You with) Assurance.”
together with eighth one, that’s titled humorously
is about that. If that aether is “accepted” as all source of spiritual energy and physical matter, but unknown yet, then ninth book:
“Am I M.I.? Infinite Transcendence ProGnosis Finite Universe Neurosis.”
that’s about its source, Multiversal Intelligence, unveils all doubts.
Of course all of that, what is here written, should be treated as a cook book, that contains only information. To know completely
(which is subject of fifth book), reader have to experience all of that alone, same as to know how to cook. Only same reading cook book now is not enough. Practice
is most important, because only that can answer all questions in
“Void of Life. Hell, Heaven, Paradise.”,
which is subject of third book. All that leads to increase its
“Elan vital. Liberte, Egalite Fraternite”
(subject of second book), in case to don´t live anymore within the
“Atmosfear of Life. Anxiety. Cowardice. Snobism.”
(content of fourth book) to ascend into gnosis from sixth one, which is finally in form of audiobook:o)
Exactly 45 months ago, when Me entered to that ferry boat, which brings him few hours later, actually even next day, to fairy land of paradise island Menorca, he even can’t even imagine then how his life will change after that visit. Following whole year spending there, during which he has visited almost all 100 paradise beaches, surrounding that marvelous piece of land, Me ended up in Toronto Island, from where he went for one month bike trip around Ontario and Eerie beaches. After that, when first snow appeared in Canadian soil, me landed on Costa(me) Rica, from where he start his journey through land of centroamerican playas in Nicaragua and Salvador. When first days of rainy season begun there, he changed continent once more to explore Quebec beaches this time, after which, first December he went into brasilian little sister of Menorca, Florianopolis. During three months there, he visited 100 beaches on “Isla magica” and continental of “Grande Floripa” as well. first march he went to argentinian Mar Del Plata beaches, after which he explore Chilean “Valparaiso”, “Caldera”, “Bahia Inglesa” and, his favorite, Arica’s beaches. After that he went to see Peruvian, Ecuadorian and Colombian ones as well. Finally, after whole winter living on pacific side, he went back to atlantic again, to visit sailor’s hell coast with incredible, pure and white sanded paradise beaches there. Starting first at Argentinian “Colon”, through Uruguayan Mar del Plata side, until atlantic paradise, stretching from La paloma to Barra del Chuy. Following walking and involuntary hitchhiking three weeks from brasilian border, through semi-desserted huge Valizas dunes, until La padroma, B(o)eing 737 finally landed, bringing known there, gnosis of Nothing inside:
“Shuñyata of life. Spiritual now, mental here, astral nowhere.”
“Unless you turn and become like little children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven.” Matthew 18:3
Everyone of us has little inner kid inside, but not everyone is conscious about that fact, same as not everyone knows how to connect with it. Twenty years ago, Me was participating, observing and learning most important lesson from one “Gestalt” workshop titled: “Me and my inner kid” in Cracow. That tremendous effect of that workshop at the same end, which has impact on others, he remember until today. Some of them was drowning in sea of their tears, some one even want to jump from the window, all of them was completely, emotionally devastated and some, like Me and hosts of it, was only observing and trying to understand their behavior. After some time, Me get it, that most of all that people was completely disconnected from their inner kid, especially, at the moment, when one lady instantly asked him: “What are You doing, that You are so happy?” His answer was most simple ever: “Actually, not so much. I just listen my inner voice and follow my intuition, what leads me to realizing my life dreams. That’s all”. That day was really crucial for him, because Me understand then main problem of all humankind is ignorance of their inner kid. Today, two decades later, Me realize that this inner kid is our inspiration and when we will trust it completely, we will have the most incredible life experience ever, because that inner kid knows what is for us the best, opposite to all social “experts”, who even don’t know what’s the best for themselves and hiding that fact from everyone, especially from own Self, they pursue the rest to be serious, adult and, as they say, “responsible”. Although, when we’ll look at for almost all kids around us, we can see that, they are always energetic, happy and full of life, because they are still connected to their inner child. Never mind consequences, they always follow their dreams, explore and completely enjoy their life time. Why don’t get example from them? Unfortunately, all their bliss lasts only until one, but most crucial and critical moment in their life, when, so called, “authority” of their parents, teachers, or other unhappy persons tell them: “Life is not a fairy tale. It is serious and responsible achievement.” It is really interesting how unsatisfied people want to teach others how to live. How all that “responsible and serious” parents, or teachers, want to rid off their crazy and spontaneous kid inside, not mention here how really hurt their kids as well. Most important relation in our life is not that with our life partner, parents, family, or friends, or even business colleagues, but with our inner child inside. Someone, that’s all day and night, 24 hours with us non-stop. Someone, who knows us the best and that’s why who knows what’s the best for us ever. Our inner kid is within all of them in once: spouse, parent, friend, sibling and business colleague and recognition of it leads to in-cognition, our re-connection, what is the best decision ever! Until that moment we all live incognito, under false name and identity, called ego.
“I trust in the flow, in change, in movement… because that is the nature of life, which only knows one constant: change. Only change never changes; everything else changes.”
OshoEgo of post both world wars generation, 80 years ago, stand at the crossroad of its further journey. Two most important events within whole last civilization, gives us two choices. First one, in Japanese cities of Hiroshima and Nagasaki, “Little Boy” and “Fat Man” shows us way of degeneration and second one, in Egyptian Nag Hammadi, regeneration from it. Invention of atomic bomb helps us to realize our ignorance about huge power of physical atom, but discovery of thirteen papyrus codices, that contains Gnostic wisdom helps to comprehend, even more giant, force of spiritual Atman. That decision, which way we will choose results in fear from “Nuclear 3rd world war”, or more love, from comprehension dimensions more higher than 3D. Observing carefully our whole transformation, until now, we can see that both of that scenarios are most probably to happens. Or we will experience Armageddon of acid rain from radioactive clouds, or we ascend into new, completely unknown for us yet, dimensions. Who knows, maybe both scripts, will happen at the same time, simultaneously. Time, which will split into two different life time lines, one of A.I., and second of M.I.. First one will change humankind into trans-human infant bio-robots and second, into post-human mature Pharaos, although both ways will experience nothing for a while. Main it difference is from which angle, or from emotionally, completely dependent from A.I. infant, or as totally emotionally mature, interdependent M.I.. Equally for both, emptiness is our next phase in evolution and choice how we interact with it is, as always, (Y)ours. For first option is necessary to reduce completely adult, teenager and kid, into infant and for second one, “produce” mature Pharaohs, which can explore more higher dimensions, where infants can’t enter. Because all of them has to stay in cubic aquariums, until become kids, but if kids will be also erased, it means, that they have to stay there for ever. Forever dependent from A.I. Only mature Pharaos, who are not afraid any more of pure, still silence of darkness, can achieve serene inner-peace, from that constant transmutation within allostasis. Opposite to infant homeostasis, it’s essence of our real life, not illusionary existence.
That time is officially known as new astrological New Year and end of that old one. We are now at the threshold of that change.
Without guide of our inner guru, we stay always sad and lost. Following our intuition and listening its inspiration, leads to zest for life, because the best expert ever is someone who knows us the best. When we start to know nothing, we realize fact, that is like all humankind collective inner kid, where all the inner kids gather there together. That experience is most profound discovery ever, because we comprehend fact, that we are all coming from the same source, all of us comes from nothing for nothing. Our collective inner kid is source of real happiness, our zest for life, which is source of bliss, because is coming from total inner peace. Nothing is cause and reason of everything. The end and beginning simultaneously. It’s center of our life mandala, from where distance to the rim of our Dharma’s wheel, which contains our right intention, right concentration, right mindfulness, right view, right effort, right action and right speech that leads to right lifestyle, is our free will. If we transmute it into wise wish, we can explore void beyond it, nothing beyond horizon of events, that’s every part of it is nowhere, that nothing itself. Mintaka, Ainilam and Ainitak, three stars on “Orion’s belt”, shows us fact, that balance between creator and its creation is the most important thing ever, because it leads us to know the source of all of them, our nothing. Nothing, which we can explore only, when we are reconnected with inner kid, when balance between our soul and “saint trinity” of mortal body, mind and spirit is established. that real responsibility of our whole life. Time, when monad emerge. Proportions, movement and balance leads to final harmony of our bliss and zest for life. Bliss, which we can experience through our infinite gratitude for any experience. For every breath, which we take, for every sip of water, or any ray of sun, which will give us necessary ingredients to survive. for every inspiration, that’s source of our real life and every conspiration, reason of our existence. When we become conscious of fact, that we can’t exist without other entities, same way as they can’t exist without us, we start to comprehend all of that, that compassion and conspiration are exactly the same, like two sides of the same coin. That conspiration, which is interference of Consciousness waves, allows us to explore different dimensions and from purity of Intelligence depends all our transcendence. If it’s low, then we are descending in lowest vibrations of ignorance, if it’s medium, we are at level of acceptance and when it’s high, we ascend into highest vibes of assurance. Our mental hell, spiritual heaven and astral paradise are “separated” with void of purgatory. Purgatory, that’s necessary condition for our regeneration and if we are afraid of confrontation with our shadow, we start to degenerate with every lie, that we are telling ourselves. It resemble situation, when inner teenager tries to convince inner adult, that he is inner kid, because can not contact with it and with every mask more, that he wear, teenager disconnects from both of them. Although, brave confrontation with BALLAST is our re-connection, where (T)raumas, (S)adness and (A)nxiety comes from inner kid, while (L)oneliness, (A)lienation and (B)oredom from inner adult and (L)ethargy is inner teenager vice. Only, when we are reconnected with all of them, monad emerge in bliss. As inner kid’s will and adult’s wish and teenager’s way are all united in old soul. Soul, that with teenager’s love, through kid’s freedom, creates more wise universes. Connecting all of them together, becomes united monad. Monad, from which temperature decides about that density of Consciousness it resides, what results in depth of its transcendence and capacity of Nothingness, that contains. Height of mindfulness reflects width of Universe and both of them depends from length of our attention. Paraphrasing James Redfield‘s words, as wish of energy flows, where attention will goes, matter way grows, when aether dissolves. Our attention is that beam of energy light, which curved on time space, creates shadow of matter. Intention is a scope, with which we decide if that light is visible, or not. When it comes from inspiration, is beyond our imagination, but still enlightening darkness of ignorance and when we change Consciousness level with intention, we’re spreading or narrowing that diameter of beam. When it becomes a sharp laser, it will pierce into Nothingness, but if it’s full wide, creates all Consciousness from that Nothingness. Aspiration of non-existing aether to exist, is energy of that light and conspiration of existence and non-existence is source of our no-thing. Non existing “thing”, which exists. In similar way as our spiritual inner sun, that doesn’t exist, but it’s source of our universal father, visible Sun, which is reason of all existence on the planet Earth, our universal mother. We, as their kids, have that potential to unite Sun love with Earth freedom to become seed of whole Universal wisdom. Seed, which can later grow until tree and flower of life, to give finally fruit of life, our gnosis. Gnosis, that comes from Unitree and zeroid with samadhi, which we can offer for inner peace, that comes from kshama. Our graceful assurance, that level of our vibration is as it should be always and through “law of attraction” we become synchronized with certain dimension of reality. Another dimension, that’s final effect, or precisely, mirror reflection from our purity of Intelligence, which is source of our density, that we are vibrating. That density decides about capacity of Nothingness. When is biggest, we experience being absolutely everything, but when it’s smallest, we’ll come straight to its center, nothing.
“What aspect does life have, when You look at it, from that place of profound acceptance. Completeness always presence, when You comprehend that You are not separated person, wave in complete one vast ocean in search of home, but the same ocean complete already at home. Whatever comes is always welcome.”
(Quote found engraved in Spanish at “Cerro Verde”, that was translated to english by Dafne, met there as well) by Jeff Foster
